Have you ever had the feeling you had to meet someone new? Like that is what you need right now at this very moment. Just to escape from the drama of life. Some one who knew nothing about you. So one who knows nothing of your past. Some one who you could talk to on the phone for hours and just learn so much about them and when you learn the good it makes you so happy in side. When you learn the bad you feel like you knew exactly how they felt at that moment of hurt. Some one you could be so comfortable with at all times. Not just on the phone but in person. Kind of like a song or a movie. Where you just sit in the grass and talk and laugh. You are just great friends but then maybe months, years later FINALLY come out that you like eachother. Is this just a fairy tail? Does that feeling only happen in movies? If it does happen does it last? Could you see yourself in later years with that same person and laying in the grass and still having that same feeling? Do you ever feel like that could NEVER happen to you? That because of everything that happens in your life you worry so much about what your doing and pleasing everyone you don't really know who you are. Have you ever judged yourself so much just because of one person. Because of some smalls words that haunt your life daily? Or maybe because of the look some one gives you everytime they see you? Or they way they huge you isn't the same as it used to be and it make you wonder. Or people who say they will always be there and then...there not. Felt like no one can love you because you are such an unsure thing. Have you ever looked at your contact lists and saw so many people but felt so alone? Or just hang out with people and have a surface fun but don't know if that's where you belong?